♥ Nikita Ribka Kawung ♥: Oktober 2012

Senin, 29 Oktober 2012

Simple Plan - Perfect Lyric

Author: Nikita R Kawung | Posted at: 03.49 | |

Simple Plan - Perfect Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? Do you think I’m wasting my time doing things I wanna do? but it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good enough for you I can’t pretend that I’m alright And you can’t change me Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be perfect Now it’s just too late and We can’t go back I’m sorry I can’t be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spend with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don’t care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you, proud I’m never gonna be good enough for you I can’t stand another fight And nothing’s alright Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be perfect Now it’s just too late and We can’t go back I’m sorry I can’t be perfect Nothing’s gonna change the things that you said Nothing’s gonna make this right again Please don’t turn your back I can’t believe it’s hard Just to talk to you But you don’t understand Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be perfect Now it’s just too late and We can’t go back I’m sorry I can’t be perfect Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be perfect Now it’s just too late and We can’t go back I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

Mama

Author: Nikita R Kawung | Posted at: 03.47 | |

-pengen jadi dokter -pengen jadi famous pianist -pengen jadi song creator -pengen ke Paris -pengen ke Hongkong trus ke Disney Land -pengen spending time sama pacar -pengen sukses, pasti! -pengen jadi yang terbaik, pasti! Hey, mom! Hey, dad! Think back and talk to me. Did I grow up according to plan? Do you think I’m wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along.. You said your age is too young to make a relationship, girl! Study hard <-- 1 activity that you should do until when you are in university lecture. Oh my gosh! I'm not your small fry anymore, dad-mom! I'm growing up to be an adult now! I have to find my true love, mom! Believe me, please! I will never make you disappointed! My boy friend is my spirit in my school, he gives me his care to study hard, and i'm fine, mama!! You never give me your belief. Please, just let me take a good relationship based on your canon, based on God's scripture, etc. If you never gimme freedom to make a relationship, i will always tell lies when i've to meet my bf.. Arghhh Mama, please believe me..

Author: Nikita R Kawung | Posted at: 03.01 | |

I love you --> 3 words symbolize all of my feelings for you. Simple and i thought that is clear. I tried to never care about any judge about me and about our relationship. But, i have constraint to keep my patient, too. First, i thought that we will fine to wolk on this relationship, but in the middle of our relationship, we were tested by many problems. I thought that "the people" around you will accept me well and honestly, but evident-that's only my empty wish.. I dunno the next problem that i'll get later, but i wish nothing, cause i don't want to hurt by someone, and i don't want to hurt someone that i love. I won't wasting my feeling. I know i'm not perfect like your ex (maybe), but i'm trying!!!!! Outside, i know there are many girls who love you, and how lucky i am-when i got you, but remember! you also really lucky to get my love cause i am limited girl! ha ha. Laughing, but that's not a joke :p Just past, you said "believe me-i will never leave you", okay! i trust you. But i'm waiting the proof from that sentence :D Now, i'm trying to be patient when i have to hear every bad news from your mouth about "the person's" request to break up this relationship, i'm armed with patience! I know we can't be like other couple that showed their true relat. in social network, etc. I want to be like them, but i know it just a "empty wish". Maybe, in another time we can do it. Haha.. Thank you for any cares that you've shown to me, thanks for any sacrifice that you did for me. I love it. At last, i promise-i will never hurt you and i will never break my promise. Just be an loyal men/women. I heart you<3

Jumat, 26 Oktober 2012

LOVE YOU-WITH NO REASON

Author: Nikita R Kawung | Posted at: 06.40 | |

Here i am, standing with no definite aim. I know i'm not perfect like her, i'm not beautiful like her, i'm not kind like her, etc-between your ex and i. But, i'm sure, that i've a honest love for you. I don't want to be the one for you, i never want to be the important thing for you. i never.. i just trying to be the best for you, to get your complete care, to get your attentions, to get your honest love to love me, no matter who am i, what am i and how am i. I mean, i just want you to love me as deep as you can-as honest as you can, with no coercion from other man. I don't have enough proof to born out it for you.. Sometimes, i wondering with this feeling. i'm afraid to hurt by your self.. i'm afraid if one day "there's a person" that wreck our relationship. i mean "the person" that never agree with your decision to choose me as your gf. people ask me "why did you love him?" "i dunno. i love him with no reason", just a simple answer i gave for that question. They were confused with my simple answer, but i'm sure-one day, they will get the answer, when they got their true love;) for "you" or "anyone" that read this entry-saying so sorry if the grammar is not perfect. Cause i can't write easily my feeling, my heart, and my love story.

03-10-2012

Author: Nikita R Kawung | Posted at: 06.04 | |

Long time not posting, and here is my new entry that makes me felt so damn glad. 03-10-2012, is my day. I mean, i got new boyfriend. His name is Joshua. Starting from feeling so alone and there's something's missing in the classroom when he's not there. Early, i dunno what feeling is it. But, one day when chacha, clara, dave, rio, josh and i went to airport to pick up our errand from bandung, my friends let us to sit togerther in the car. I'm feeling so happy and bashful-that makes me nervouse. It was the one event of many events between both of us. Substantively, that time-i'm in relationship with other boy. But my boyfriend gimme many shit times that makes me feel so disappointed, until i've to break up that relationship. I'm sure, that's is the perfect ways for me:) And, 2 days later, i can't hold up the true feeling for josh. It's happen from twitter (@nikitathut), clearly-from our tweet that mean i love him-and he love me too. 03-10-12, about 8 o'clock, he asked me to be his girlfriend. I can't push away that bid. So, i accepted him to be my valentine<3 Start from that night, my love world feeling so perfect! I can't stop laugh, i can't stop smile, etc. And, i know that i'm falling in love with him. And i wish, he is my true love-and i don't want him to hurt me anymore. Dear my savior Lord, i love him, please make the world believe that he is the best and the last for me, and i wish i will never feel disappointed to fill this heart with his love. God, You know my aim. Help, guide, and gimme the best and the right one. I love you God, I love you Joshua. I posted this entry on Friday, 26 October 2012 at 9:00 pm. And i never plan that one day i'd be losing him, cause i really love him and God know it, i'm sure. I WISH, THIS RELATIONSHIP LIKE NUMBER 8-->THERE'S NO AN ENDING. -NrK